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Reminiscing About My Dog May 7, 2010

My doggie passed away in November. She was very old. VEEEEEEEERY old. Almost 18. Yup. Super old. 😉

She was the family dog. We got here when I was 15. I grew up with her but even after I moved out, she lived with my parents. She was still my doggie, as much as she was my everyone’s doggie. She was the Wonder Dog, as I had affectionately dubbed her. Near the Y2K era, she was affectionately dubbed the Millenium Dog. She was just the coolest!

When she was a feisty young pup, boy, was she hyper. ENERGEEEEE-TIC! She would hop up on your lap every chance she got. We got her from the local animal shelter. She was teeny-tiny. Fit in a large shoe box. My middle brother proudly brought her home, carrying her like a baby with her laying her head on his shoulder. My dad had approved a small dog and so my brother and my mother picked out the Wonder Dog.  My youngest brother and I were delighted when we saw her and were doting on her when my dad saw her and FREAKED. “That dog has to go back. That is NOT a small dog.” We were like “Dude, WHAT are you talking about?”  He said “Look at those paws! They’re huge! That dog is going to grow up to be a huge dog!” We were all like “DAD!!! No she’s not!” Outnumbered him and blew him off and kept the Wonder Dog.

60 pounds later, he may have been right, but by then, he adored her so it was ALL good. She may not have gotten to rottweiler size or anything like that, but she was a fairly decently sized “medium dog” – a-hem – certainly not the small dog he had envisioned in his stamp of approval. And while maybe only her head still fit in that initial shoe box, she was as cute as all cuteness can be and had won us all over.  She was the sloppy kisses and snuggles dog that got super excited with everyone and loved to play, ALL DAY.  All you had to was say “Here, girl” and she’d come running over like a nut and jump up on you, completely unaware of her own strength. It was fine with the guys – her 60 pounds wouldn’t knock them over… but back in the day… 16-year-old Antonia was merely 95 pounds (sigh) and would go flying to the ground with a happily kissing puppy licking her face. I loved the love – just did not LOVE the LOVE… you know what I’m sayin’? 🙂   My favorites were to have her chase me around the house and to blast music and dance. She would jump up on her hind legs and “dance” with me.

She actually lived with me for about 9 months when my parents first moved to Miami and I lived in NJ on my own.  She would sleep on my bed with me and keep me company. Every morning when my alarm went off, she would perk up and expect her daily “Good day” rubdown… I’d pet her head, back and belly and she’d let out her little “Wrrrrrrrr” sound. After a few minutes of that, I’d hop in the shower. She knew the rules. No dogs on my cool black pleather (plastic leather thus pleather) couches. Yet, every morning, when I got out of the shower, my black pleather couches had orange dog hair stuck on them via static. One morning, I turned on the shower but for some reason walked out of the bathroom to get something from the bathroom. There was the Wonder Dog, all wide-eyed, ears up, looking all “Oh, snap!” and trying to fly off the couch as if I didn’t catch her. 😛

We went on quite a few walks a day. If it was raining, we would just run out to the curb for her to do her thing, then run back inside. She knew the routine. She would shake off right by the doorstep, then run over to the hall closet and wait, tail wagging. I would open the closet and pull out the Wonder Dog towel. It was a white towel reserved for rainy days. I’d towel her off – give her the special “Rainy day” rubdown – and, and of course,  she’d let out her little “Wrrrrrrrr” sound.

Ah, Wonder Dog… we miss you, Ole Gal… Hope you’re enjoying stealing someone else’s cat’s food up there in Pet Heaven, you mischievous canine. 🙂 ❤

The Wonder Dog

The Wonder Dog

 

My Photography: Purple Berries April 29, 2010

Purple Berries

Purple Berries

 

Good News: There’s Always Plenty April 22, 2010

I was trying to find articles with GOOD NEWS to share. Man, that is hard sometimes. The media loves to focus on negativity. It’s a real downer.  Yes, there are tragedies that stand out. Tragedies that break your heart, rip it to pieces, anger you to shreds… but there is so much more love and happiness out there that for some reason we as humans just don’t seem to focus on.

So I decided “You know what, dude?” I can think of plenty of good news, all on my own, to share with the world.”

All over the world today, there were tons and tons of healthy, beautiful bouncing babies born. New little souls to give more life to this wonderful planet. Parents and families were joyous and celebratory at this momentous addition to the clan.

All over the world, sick or terminal patients lived another day. They were given one more day with their loved ones, one more day to right their wrongs, tie up their loose ends, spend time with those they choose to, and enjoy each moment that they have. They are using each breath wisely and judiciously, appreciating it for the valuable treasure it truly is.

All over the globe, children laughed and played. That sound, that glorious sound of a child laughter, like the peal of bell, beautiful joyous contagious music, the most sincere of laughs and the most happy of giggles. The universal sound of happiness and freedom that requires not a common language  to be understood.

All over the earth, people hugged one another. Whether it was in triumph, in greeting, in love, in sympathy, in friendship, whatever the motivator, there were hugs. Gentle ones, tender ones, tiny ones, big bear ones… HUGS. Glorious, affectionate, loving hugs.

Everywhere, someone avoided a car accident. Better yet, someone survived some kind of accident. Or a fire. Or a tragedy.

Everywhere, people made up. A fight ended. A friendship rekindled. A relationship reunited. Peace was made.

Everywhere, someone’s life was saved. By EMS workers. By a stranger. By a doctor. By a mother or father. By a teacher. By a waiter or waitress. By an enemy. By the person least expected.

All over the planet today, someone smiled and it made someone smile back. It spread like wildfire. From him to her to her to him. Some because they enjoyed it, some because they were confused, some because they just felt like it. But a smile is a smile and it’s contagious nonetheless. So smiles were bountiful all over the world.

What other wonderful news can you share?

 

Did I Swallow It? April 8, 2010

My kindergartener recently got his first pair of loose teeth.  Last night as I was helping him make sure he brushed his teeth properly, I apparently brushed a little too enthusiastically and knocked a tooth out. 😦 OOPS!!!!! He insisted I did not but cried and said I hurt him and had a bloody mouth. 😦 BAD MOMMY!!!!! I immediately saw the visible space in his gums and knew it was gone so I made him spit out into the sink – but saw no tooth. We did it repeatedly and STILL found NO TOOTH. In all the commotion, it appears little man swallowed his own tiny little baby tooth, poor monkey. Oh my goodness, I felt like a toad.

Well, quick thinking mama that I can be at times, I immediately said “Man, that tooth fairy was FAST! She came and grabbed your tooth just like that – fast as lightning – and we didn’t even see her!” And he stopped sobbing and very pensively stared at the hole in his gums. He asked if she would come back to leave him his gift that night and I said “Of course, when you’re sleeping.” I gave him construction paper and markers to leave a note for her when she visited.

He wrote: “Tooth Fairy: Did you tak my tooth out or did I swolow it?” He also drew a boy holding a tooth and a mouth with a gap in the lower front teeth. He lovingly placed it under his pillow and fell asleep faster than ever to enable her visit.

❤ ❤ ❤

Of course the Tooth Fairy responded she grabbed it fast as lightning and left him the appropriate amount of compensation for such a precious first baby tooth.

On a side note, on warm nights, like last night, our son usually sleeps in a t-shirt and his boxer briefs. Last night, he insisted on his pajama pants. His reasoning: It was not proper for a girl like the Tooth Fairy to see him in his underwear. ❤  😀

 

Leave me some blog love! April 3, 2010

I love all the visits I see! THANKS for stopping by!

Let me know when you come by. Just drop me a line. I’d love to hear your thoughts or recommendations or anything you have to say.  Don’t forget if you want to just say hi to me personally you can under the Antonia Blanca page, or if you want to leave some quotes or good news, do it on that page, or if you want to share what lifts you up, do it on that page.

Waiting to hear from my uplifting friends!

 

Motivational Video: Nick Vujicic – Life Without Limbs March 31, 2010

I have never even in my life been as humbled as I have been by this video. Thank you, dear God, for allowing me the privilege to stumble upon this amazing man today. I hope he reaches all of you the way he has reached me today.

 

Novela: Cube Chapter 2 March 29, 2010

CUBE, A Novela by Antonia Blanca

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Chapter 2: THE STORE

Justine

Ugh.

“Ow, what?” Trent said gruffly. “What was the pinch for?”

“For staring at that girl,” I said as I nudged my head in her direction.  That young thing in her tight jeans and skimpy shirt walking around like she’s all that.  Checking out my husband. Knowing he’s my husband. And he likes it.

“I didn’t even see her, Teeny,” he said, slightly irritated, slightly embarrassed.

Yup. Just like you always look when you’re checking out a girl and I catch you. Whatever. Am I that ugly these days that I’m not enough for you to look at anymore? I know I haven’t lost all the baby weight yet.  But I’m trying. I’m trying.  Damn weight. And I try to put on make-up and all but I just don’t have the time to do all that fussin’ and messin’ like I used to. When I do, you tell me I look like a fool – “We’re just going to the store, Teeny” you say.

Gosh I’m fat now. Big old frumpy mess. But I had two kids. I have a mama bod now. But I still have curves. I’m still pretty, right? Doesn’t that count? It’s not like he looks all Adonis or anything. But he gets to stare and drool at the next young thing with tight jeans and shirts and make me feel like poop.  And I wasn’t so brazen when I was that age. I would at least look embarrassed if I caught a married man staring at me in front of his wife. She didn’t even care. She should’ve been ashamed of herself at least.

One day I’ll be prettier again. One day he’ll stop wandering… right?

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Stay tuned next time for more characters and more of Justine, Trent and Carla.

 

Novela: Cube March 22, 2010

CUBE, A Novela by Antonia Blanca

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Episode 1: The Store

CARLA

I know my brow is doing its crinkly thing but I can’t help it. I feel very self-conscious and am annoyed about it. I just want to walk through the store without people looking at me but instead the world has to stare. I hate being pretty. It’s not like I’m gorgeous. Maybe I dress hoochie. Do I? My jeans are fitted but so are everyone else’s. Well, ok maybe not that lady’s but she’s frumpy so that doesn’t count. Milk, milk, milk. I can’t help it that my jeans look nice on me. I just want to walk into the store, grab the sour cream, the cold cuts, the milk and bread and go about my day without worrying about people checking me out.  I want to enjoy listening to my headphones and zone out as I do my errands. Oh, CU-U-U-UTE  shoes that chic has on. My shirt isn’t trampy either. And I don’t have a ton of make up. So what the heck is that guy staring at me for? His wife should slap him. Hey what the heck do I get a dirty look for, lady?  HELLO?! Idiot lady. Oh crap. Forget her being an idiot. ME TOO!!!  THE MILK!!!  Dang it – I almost left without milk. Now I have to have to pass creepy leery egg stocking boy again. Ew. Why do I have to be so distracted all the time?

You look gorgeous tonight, babe.

AW!!! THANKS! So do you, handsome! Hee hee!

I swear that was the best kiss ever last night.  He’ll call today. I know he will. I didn’t do anything trampy then, just a perfectly ladylike good night kiss. Oh, creepy leery egg stocking boy again… what did I need to get? Um… milk… lactaid? Lactose free? Is there a difference? Price? Yes, definitely price. One of those brand deals, huh? Should I go for Target brand or the fancy pants brand? Reduced fat? Fat free? Fat free, man. Yeah. Let’s go fancy pants, though. In case he ever comes over and wants milk. Hee hee.

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Stay tuned next time for more characters and more of Carla.

 

Happy Naw-Ruz! March 21, 2010

To the Persians and to the Baha’is… and to those of you that for other reasons celebrate Naw-Ruz, Happy Naw-Ruz!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Naw-Ruz

 

Novela March 19, 2010

For those of you that speak Spanish, you know a novela means a soap opera of sorts. In Spanish television, we have novelas, soap opera-like shows that air for a period of a few months, based on a few characters. They usually air daily, Monday through Friday, and run for a time period and end. Almost like a novel.

Well, I’d like to give writing one a go. Except not as crazy and not as dramatic and certainly WAY more uplifting. I’ll add a new chapter/section each Friday (give or take a day) and hope that you all follow along.  Based on the nature of the writing, not every writing will end uplifting-ly – but they will contain positive elements and such.

So follow along in my journey and leave my characters and I some blog lovin’!

Tune in later today for the first section.